Conformity

I hate it when I get too close to someone - so much that i forget myself,
and do everything i can to fit in with them.
It's stupid that I change myself unknowingly to 'suit' them. Utter bullshit.
I want to be myself, not someone else.
And I don't want them to be me either.

That's why i need the distance.
People knowing me more than they should, is not normal.
Nothing but countless disappointments. They make me sick.

Work is fun though, I like meeting new people. It's interesting.
But most of all, I love the feeling of putting my all into something, that isn't friendship.
It proves to be more rewarding, and straightforward.

So many months have past since i've graduated and i'm just getting started with facing reality.
Oh well, a small step beats doing nothing, eh?