today was interesting,
1.i walked 5 rounds for 2.4km re-test
2.crapped alot in geog class.
3.designed some "futuristic singapore" costume
unfortunately,our design was chosen and now we have to complete it in a week..
gahh..yi jia refused to be our model so we got nicholas instead.. luckily he was 3/4 willing.
we seriously need assistants but i guess our class's just not really interested in it..
oh well.. they just wanna vote for the design and get it over with.
i dont wanna force people to help out,so i decided since tian yong was so reluctant,it's alright.
kinda grateful that ppl like xinrong,christina,bazli and syahiran volunteered to help.
although,. yeah.. i still feel bazli is darn annoyin.marisa was asking me why i didnt vote for our own design but for jerial's group's. reason's quite simple actually.. although i din say it.
i find that out of all the rest of the groups,they put the most effort.well, jerial at least.. or the artist. the rest just,as usual,wanted to get it over with,and without thought,just came out with really..[sorry] crappy designs.i guess it's coz i take things too seriously? maybe.
i have a feeling that ppl may think that im proud. i dunno why.. but its just my intuition.
the way tian yong,hanjie,olivia, and maybe some other ppl look at me.. i feel like ive done something wrong. maybe im overreacting? but what if im not? what if im really proud in the eyes of others? why? my first thought will be "maybe its coz i'm from the "top class" before,that's why they feel that i think too highly of myself. or because i dont talk much,that it seems that im dao?" i really have no idea.hence, i really wanna find out. im thinkin that i should ask some random ppl later on tmr. well,that's that.
4.had to stay back to do the chinese compo thingy that cant be taken home coz its considered a test.when almost all had left,ms jow was asking me if i felt she was a lousy teacher,and if her lessons are boring,and to be honest with her. i told her it wasnt her fault,and she shouldnt think she;'s lousy. afterall,our class is kinda like the "last chinese class" so its expected that we';re not interested in that subject.i told her truthfully that her lessons are kinda boring,but its not like other lessons are fun :/ she said she wants to give us more free time and more grace period for our assignments + less hw and allowing us to speak some english during her lesson.BUT the sch,or sch board "encouraged" her to be more serious and stuff like that. i feel quite guilty.. i mean, all this while,she was actually quite ok.. but i guess we just miss ms lee fong ting.
i forgot to tell her though, that it isnt that ms lee is much better than her,but its that she has more tolerance and doesnt blow up very easily.we find it easy to talk to her as though she's a friend and not a teacher.so,of coz it's hard to accept that she was replaced.. so maybe everyone's just not adapted to her.she shouldnt feel that she isnt a good teacher.. maybe she's not very experienced or sth like that,and im not bootlicking or trying to get into her good shoes,i just feel that way. :/
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