I wonder

if you still keep them, still remember.
or have they been tossed aside or thrown away like I was?

HRM HRM HRM. SIOL LAH, can't sleep leh. And there's work later on.
Don't mean to be so full of pessimism, but. I. am. dreading. it.
I hate the feeling of being unable to perform well.

I am so out of my comfort zone.