i wish,

want and need to do better this semester.

amen.

apparently, i have failed a module or 2, or.. 4, because miss Gail wants to see me.

i fear what comes, and i can already imagine the disappointment in her eyes.

i hope i don't have to replace French to repeat a module.

though i guess that would be for my own good.

but let's not talk about demoralizing-things-that-are-inevitable, shall we? (:

This is addy,

back from what people may have deemed as a mysterious disappearance

(but i prefer to call it 'social withdrawal'... because i'm just that classy.-cough- 8D)

i plead with you not to back into a corner and accidentally slit yourselves with your pencils when you see me, because i've grown fat (oh~ boo hoo weight issues ) and i may have already lost my ability to speak in social situations, not that i would reeaaallly be noticed and all.

Just a precautionary warning. ;}

oh, and Jayem, i'm not going to reply you for the next few weeks.

I do not want to be a distraction and in turn make you regret what you could have done better if you weren't smsing/replying messages. Take this chance to study hard, so that you will achieve the results you want and get into your preferred course, and of course - gloat about/over it to people who didn't think you could make it 8D (yay) no, really. feel a sense of self-satisfaction for knowing that you've put in your best effort. and this time, i will be the one cheering you on through my blog because you have been a great support through the years, especially before my O's. anyway, all the best for yours! 5As ftw kthxbai mademosielle. see you in a few.

now that that's off my chest,

i need a new notebook... or 5.

anyone want to pack the things in my room for me?

gawddamn, i need a new shelf and cupboard and tablet and bedsheet and face.