spasm

Right arm muscle spasms and cramp in the morning made me cry,
because i thought i was gonna be crippled for the rest of my life.


During the bus trip to school,
i considered training my left hand,
just in case.

but then again,
iunno.

./depressed
no matter how much effort i put in,
i still feel lousier than you, you, you, you and you.
list goes on. :\
why do i suck so bad?
WAI. TELL ME -stabs self with breadstick-