Head full of hot air and kitteh katz.

well, this is to waikay.
and no, i'm not gonna be saying someone/her/him/them/whoever
to confuse readers cuz that sucks and that's what leads to misunderstanding and more fights.

I forgive you d00d, no worries.
and sorry, too for being all pissy and cold-shoulder-ish just because i felt like it.
but you do understand why i did that, don't you?
I've had problems with friends before and i am very sensitive over such issues,
especially one accusing me and/or scolding me behind my back, shit like that.
and the closer someone is to me, the more i tend not to forgive. period.
all in all, it's been put behind my mind a very long time ago.
really doesn't bother me at all anymore.
It was just a scuffle. One that escalated because of my prideful nature
and your around-the-bush apologies or explanations. annoying ar.
However, thanks for all your efforts and help throughout the year. :}


Other people are trivialities - those that i hardly speak to, or don't give a damn about.
I don't really care about what they think of me, but when it's a misunderstanding or assumption that causes them to hate me - then what, the, fuck?

and this goes out to Shi Wei :

I have no idea why you hate me or give me those glares all the time.
What have i done to make you feel so badly about me?
Have i ever stepped on your tail,
gossiped about you,
or pissed you off so bad that you have come to dislike me so much?
Curiosity got the best of me - I just want to know.
Because if it were my fault, i would apologize and
give an explanation or at least say something to justify myself.
But if it were all caused by you assuming what kind of person i am
(from peers and pure biased judgement) without getting to know me,
well then - i have nothing much to say.
Then again, i do admit i am pretty arrogant, and i do give you glares occasionally .
( cuz i can sense that you dislike me, so why bother being friendly?)
Is that why? because that just means i'm either too paranoid or you hold grudges too easily.
or is it that incident about you thinking i'm leeching off yong kiat?
Well, sad to say. It's not me. Think again.
I don't like picking fights, but this is one i just don't feel comfortable without
resolving or knowing why.


That's all.

and yes, i don't like to speak singlish or lousy english.
is that a problem? i sure don't think so. :}

kbai.