heyho, right now, i'm going to defend myself.
AND THIS TIME, this is directed to you, CHERYL YAP WEN RONG
(aka,ignatius tan liang jin;s beloved girlfriend.)
yes yes, NO MORE ASSUMPTIONS.
you know what? i dont like you.
& i know you dont like me too.
but what? because of me randomly saying a stupid comment about next door being noisy,
& pipiface assumingly joking, you're gonna start a war, eh? :)
how narrowminded can you be? he talks that kind of crap.. 99% of the time.
to me, to julie, to adrian, to pudu, ALMOST TO ANYONE.
either you dont know him well or you're just being too bloody sensitive.
so what are you gonna do? wreck my relationship with my brother
(oh, he certainly doesnt deserve this title now.)?
OH FINE BY ME, SERIOUSLY.
LIKE IT'D GET ANY WORSE THAN HIM GIVING ME THE COLD SHOULDER
& SCOLDING ME "FUCKUFKCUKFUKCUFKUCCBCB" lol, so many times leh.
(btw, i have reasons to believe that at least 90% of the time he's pissed off
with me is because of something you've said. ^^ hees.)
then everytime he'll call and ask my mum, "is ada back?" (she thinks he's concerned.)
you should know the reason,right? HE WANTS TO PHUCKING SCOLD ME .
FOR WHAT? OH, JUST SOMETHING I DIDNT DO. :)
oh, but worse come to worst,(or, good come to best,in your opinion) get him to whack me right?
i dont mind, i'd just have really pretty bruises alllllll over my face and and body,
like that matters. NO ONE'S LOOKING AT MY UGLLLLLY BODY ANYWAYS. :)
i'm like, a rejected person that no one likes, OH BOO HOO HOO. :'(((
I DONT HAVE SUCH A WONDERFUL AND PROTECTIVE BOYFRIEND LIKE YOU DO.
OH PITY ME, I'M GOING TO WALLOW IN A POOL OF BLOODY TEARS. :(((((
SLIT SLIT SLIT LOOOOORRRR. cheh, like i'm that brainless. ~_~
and to tell you the truth, (and i think everyone has the same feelings too)
I DONT LIKE TO BE ACCUSED.
I HAVE HAD FUCKING ENOUGH OF BEING THE VICTIM OF ASSUMPTIONS GROWING UP IN THIS FAMILY.
FUCK THAT ALRIGHT? ALRIGHT! ( wow, sounds like teletubbies sing-a-long song~) :D
oh, as i was saying.
The root problem of this is that, you think my msn nick is referring to your late grandfather,right?
THAT MY "AIYO,SO SAD!LOL" refers to him,
just because it was COINCIDENTALLY (shall i repeat? :)) placed there when your pm was something about him?
then now, i shall tell you, I CAN SWEAR TO GUANYIN,BUDDHA,JESUS,ALLAH AND MOTHER MARY (sorry, for using your names in vain. this is to emphasise MY SINCERITY since cheryl may NOT BELIEVE ME ANYWAYS.) that i was referring to the "emo" songs that i had downloaded that night. LIKE HELLO, IS IT WRONG TO HAVE PERSONAL OPINIONS?
IS IT WRONG TO LAUGH AT RIDICULOUS THINGS LIKE THAT?
IS IT WRONG TO BE EASILY AMUSED?
WELL, WHY DONT YOU JUST SUE ME THEN? :)
i "LOLOLOLOL", "rofler-lawlermaomao" ALL THE TIME,
and can you be certain that, wow.. 100% pork chop chicken chop duck beak - that i'm laughing at you or whatever your nick is saying? cant it be someone else? cant it be my thoughts?
WHEN HAS MY MSN NICKS BECOME AN INVASION OF YOUR PRIVACY?!
i'm shocked. :O:O:O (and kinda wondering why you'd pay attention to my nick when you have millions of friends,unlike me. D: did you SS them for evidences too? hmmm~)
and let me tell you, i've had my fair share of deaths and sadness.
the worst blow is of course my dad, LIKE YOU SHOULD ALREADY KNOW.
do you think i'd be someone who carelessly laughs at someone's late relative?
jayem's grandparent & wenjie's grandfather passed away recently too.
and so, you think i'd go.. " HAHAHAHHA THEY DIE SIA!"
i think you dont really know me. at all. :)
even after you've been with Ignatius Tan Liang Jin
( i refuse to call him my brother after this,
because i dont think i deserve his shitty attitude towards me. :D) for 3 years?
you know peanuts about our family.
do you think i'd like people to go,
"LOLOLOL, SO SAD SIA, YOUR FATHER DIED SIA. HAHHAHAHA."
(ps, i think only pipi will say that.LOLwtp, but he's not that heartless in my opinion.)
so my mouth is foul, so i mock people alot. yes, SO?
(pipi isnt excluded too. LOL, but that's why HE'S TEH FUNNEST BUDDEH I'VE MET!)
does that give you the right to non-hesitantly assume immediately that,
"OH, LOOK AT HER NICK! MUST MEAN LAUGHING AT MY GRANDDAD.
THAT STUPID BITCH!"
if that's so, world war 3 would have occurred when msn had been born. :)
I'm not sure if you purposely did this to spite me or because you seriously think that i'm mocking your grandfather, but nevertheless.. dont you think it's bloody immature to involve people like YOUR COUSINS AND 'WHOEVER YOU TOLD'?
oh right, now EVERYONE'S GONNA HATE ME.
ADDY IS GONNA BE THE BAAAAAAAD GUY! (tell me, what's new?)
let's see if i care. :)
i already know how it feels like to be IGNORED FOR MONTHS BY SOMEONE
*wink wink nudge nudge LOLOLOL*;
outcasted (lol, i dont know if there's such a word. :D);
looked down upon by peers and adults;
& detested! :D
well, i know how everything feels like except being backstabbed la,
i'm just so oblivious to that twitty action in every girl's "MUAII HATE" list. ^^
so well, THIS DOES NOT MATTER TO ME. NOT ONE BIT. :)
let ignatius tan liang jin HATE ME FOREVER (if forever even exists. LOL),
because of this stupid misunderstanding.
oh well, what to do? he believes girlfriend over kin.
you have such a big influence on him, i bet you know.
anyways, i'm not that trustworthy anyway. boohoohoo.
no one should EVER trust me. (yes, i'm warning whoever knows me out there.) :)
oh p/s, now even my mum thinks i'm overreacting for trying to defend myself.
GREAT HUH? now my family doesnt like me! :D
are you cheering now? I THINK YOU SHOULD!
YAAAAAAAAAY CHERYL! WEEEEEEEEEE~ :)))
doesnt bother me though. nah uh, because ADDY STRONG.
ADDY POWERFUL. ADDY LIKE HUUUUULK.
ADDY WILL JUST IGNORE ALL OF THEM TOO
BY CAMPING AT ARNEH'S HOUSE! :D
at least i'm welcomed there & i dont take their house for granted as if it's my own. :))
( i dont mess up people's furniture and leave it there for their mum to complain over and over again. heehee.)
i'm humble, what tooooo dooooo~? LOL.
weeeeeeeeee~ i love all the drama. :)
karma's biting me in the ass, but it doesnt really hurt
(physically la. I"M EMOTIONALLY SHATTERED BTW,
BECAUSE I'VE GOT SHITLOADS TO WORRY & THINK ABOUT AND
YOU'RE JUST BUGGING ME~).
..it just, kinda sucks,LOR. LOL
BY THE WAY, the next time YOU THINK i'm referring to you in anyway whatsoever,
i suggest you OPEN YOUR MOUTH or spread your fingers to ask me
before sprouting nonsense which SOME PEOPLE just blindly accept. :O
you know, you wont go to heaven with badmouthing people?
(oh that's a fact i've accepted eons ago fyi so this aint the pot calling the kettle black. :DDD)
and you just have GOT TO stop using ignatius tan liang jin as a messenger.
i mean, HIHI (LOLWTP) - you have a mouth. what's with bothering him & making him allll flared up because our MISUNDERSTOOD DISPUTES?
does it make you feel good to see your boyfriend so mad?
( very fun is it? -_- amusing right? -_-)
at least WORRY ABOUT HIS HEALTH LA.
IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO HIM BECAUSE OF HIS ANGER
( ALTHOUGH I HATE HIM, I SWEAR-I WILL KILL YOU. PERSONALLY. :))
so PLEASE,don't be such a catty person leh.
(LOL PRIS,YOU KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS RIGHT? HAHAHA)
it pisses me off that you have to use him as a shield and weapon.
are you that weak? i doubt so. D:
so yes, bottom line?
it's not right to accuse innocent people. (for eg, addyT L J.)
& making my family more of a mess than it already is. :D
*whispers*it pleases you doesnt it? (LOL)
get your facts right before saying anything.
KTHXBYE!
ohbtw, thanks d00ds and d00dettes
who've cooled me down enough to properly type this without much vulgarities.
you guys know who you are. :D
i seriously feel better now, though this is only.. about 40% of what i'd like to say.
and another thing to brighten up cheryl's day.
yes, i did cry. i'm sad & depressed.
(no, I DONT SLIT LA but i cant believe i;ve shed tears for something as gay as this. :S)
i hate all you pharking (LOL) morons.
RUB IT IN NOW,PLEASE! :D
..and i don't have the mood or time to see you.
HENCE, i'll be out on friday~sundays so you can frolic in my house as you wish (pffft ~_~)
stay out of my way, and i'll be out of yours. :)
BYE BYE! :DDDDDD
[to readers - i'm not trying to make myself sound pitiful or whatsoever,
because i'm not. i hate people to pity me fyi. this is just what i'm feeling right now & what's happening in my screwed up pundehma life right now.
maximum piss-ology seh. and i swear by my father's grave that this is all the truth. :)]
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