i'm feeling weird.
...ok,
no,scratch that.
i don't have any idea what i'm feeling.
should i be depressed that my results suck to the core?
;motivated to do better?
;happy that the speech day 08 will be based only on prelim results?
;pleased that i actually managed to score quite well for poa?
;amused that i failed science?
;delighted that zhang yan actually praised me?
Sheeeesh.
i dont know. ;\
well, one thing's for sure.
i deproved for alllllllllllllllll my subjects except poa & chinese.
still rather regretful that i made careless mistakes for poa.
MY 3 MARKS DAMMIT. arhghxcv.
aaand i feel bloody stupid relying so much on those marks that i neglected the other subjects.
actually, no.
i just didnt study. ;\
strangely, i just cant study in the day or too late at night either. LOL.
which means 24/7. wtfff.
ooooor, i'm just too lazy.
....ok,i think it's the latter. >_>
now's serious self reflection time. YAY! -_-
trust me, it's boring.
this is just my lil venting portal. :D
for social studies,i just read through all the chapters ONCE.
(and i drank chicken essence, which fyi, tasted disgusting. urgh.)
i forgot how to answer SBQs properly;
determining the type they were.
and i wasnt thinking very well that day;
couldnt read between the lines. oops.
didnt have enough time to complete my essay questions too
because i was too obsessed with getting the SBQs right. oops again.
dropped from a1 to b4. LOL ouch.
No idea what went wrong for english,
but meh. guess i was looking too much on the surface
and failed to see the indepth meaning.
basket. and i thought comprehension was my forte. tsk tsk.
fly away precious marks. FLY FLY FLY . :\
surprisingly,composition wasnt too badly done.
first time getting a 21/30 ;
woooohooo, and i thought that all i wrote was crap.
good job me. LOL. :D
this is so bloody ridiculous though.
reversed expectations.
overall dropped to b3 or 4 i guess.
damned situational and task fulfilment.
I BLAME OSMAN FOR THAT.
no comparisons to other options?
format not important?
BULLSHIT. LOL.
Chinese. hah, paper 2 was hard. that's that.
managed to pass AND I AM HAPPY. woooyeah. :D
gotta put in more effort for letter writing though. too lil content.
besides that, I LOVE NEWSPAPER REPORTS & LISTENING!
they pulled my ass up for overall. PHEW.
Basically,for emaths.
i didnt have time. or rather, was too lazy again, to practise sums. ;\
i just did a 1 hour-last minute memorization of formulaes in the morning:
for both the papers. (-__-)
well, that explains the marks.
lots of careless mistakes for paper 1 as well.
geeez, there goes a better grade.
serious practise needed for this.
and, I NEED HELP FROM TIAN YONG!
HELP ME PL0X.CABBAGE TOO!
i seriously think he deserves more marks for the effort he put in.
overall,maintained i guess. or deproved alil. still the C standard.
dang. ;\
Physics.eh.. killer.
whole cohort failed. LOL.
lowest marks from express should be 3/65 i think.
all the topics i studied-well, didnt come out.
talk about bad luck.
but meh, like what boon huat said,
"at least you know you can do better if you studied."
uh huh, totally true.
though really, it sucks when he sets the paper.
raffles standard. wtf ?
i ran through the notes halfway, and fell asleep.
and so, i only memorized like 8 outta 23 topics? LOL. wow.
Chemistry.never studied at all.
totally NADA.NOTHING.
i answered everything based on common knowledge or from what i could remember from last year. LOL. and the paper actually turned out to be FRICKIN EASY.
oh well, toooo bad for me.
was concentrating on my literature instead.
serious load to absorb for both.
my puny little mind couldnt take it.
or i guess, it could be because i had already given up on chemistry since the year had begun.
Literature.
For paper 1,I answered the question on macbeth outta point.
and i didnt mention anything about lady macbeth's influence.
i was the only one who didnt realise that the question was EXACTLY the same as
"Man is responsible for his own downfall. with reference to macbeth,discuss.",
which was the 1000 word essay i typed out for an assignment. aw crap.
didn't have much time for unseen, and i havent been reading at all.
so basically my analysis skills have gone down the drain. poof.
Paper 2. Not too bad.
Just disappointed that i didnt complete the whole book twice before the exam.
alot based on memory and bits of discussion we had in class.
Flaw was that i didnt read the passage thoroughly enough,
and that i hadnt read the book and written notes for all of the stories in it.
hence,my inference and analysis sucked. lots of redundant description instead.
Poa was a disappointment actually.
i expected at least a 28/30 for theory questions, but i got 26 instead.
and i was actually quite confident of the wrong answers.
i mean, IM NOT WRONG LEH. yup, the stubborn-ness.
i made 3.5 marks worth of careless mistakes for paper 2 which was like WTFDZIVNL.
-omission of working in the answer sheet, which i had written in the question paper instead.
-accidentally added 1 number and so the adjusted cash book could not balance.
-forgot to include particulars in the bank reconciliation statement.
-confusion between error of original entry and compensating error.
could've gotten 89.5, or 94.5 after moderation.
Tian yong said i should be proud that i had scored so high since alot of people failed.
but sheesh, this isnt good enough. i expected much better.
i wanted at least a 95.
damn that trading &profit & loss a/c. 5.5 marks from there. argh.
but oh well, at least i beat poh eng and shu fen.
that's a relief. GOTTA DO BETTER FOR THIS!111
ok,. i think im concentrating too much on this subject eh. >_>
but whatever! poa roxx0rzxc.
overall, ZOMFG, i suck.
I FEEL LIKE SLAPPING MYSELF WITH FACIAL FOAM. :\
but nevertheless, gonna do better.
i believe i can if i actually start studying early.
that's why wen jie and i plan to mug together outside during the hols.
home? sheesh, i can hardly concentrate with all that disturbances.
inanimate or not.
GO ADDY GO!
damn, self motivation. (._.)
COUNTDOWN: 10 days to O'lvls chinese paper.
mugging starts tomorrow.
ok bye.
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