ok,i just read someone [she who shall not be named!] 's 'blog'.
(at such a freaking ungodly hour of the morning)
and noooo,this time,it isn't about something good..
ok maybe it's about something really amusing.. to me ;)
note that it isnt made up by me,i've got no time to do such lame things,
cept bitch bout them coz and try to REASON out why people say those stuff.
oh yeah, and some things will be made up yet very obvious that it's made up to
"conceal the identity" of the certain someone. :) im kind..
So.. this PERSON think she's a failure in life-job,ambition,everything she does and of coz,the all time killer - "lurrrrrvvvveeeee",but the reason it made her think so is because.. ahh,lets give an example,
like a photographer who sucks at taking pictures, all the while sucked at it,but felt that she was oh-so-so-so POWERFUL at taking them,til some hm..other PEOPLE tells her she sucked? big blow to the ego if i might say.
so,yes,saddening,boo hoohoo,and because of that,she reminesces of her COUNTLESS relationships before.. [oh long before time.. and such a short period as well..] then starts talking about how a BOMOH [witch doctor] must have cursed her,coz all her relationships do not last at all,and seem to have some things in common.. ya da ya da ya da..
then some cliche stuff are said,"although i've changed,my memories won't",or something like that.. pfft.. OH.. did i forget to mention that the memories she meant were the ones spent with all her toyboys? ^-^ haha..
ahh,then she speaks of all the friends she has,and how all of them care about her,riiiiiight. YET she wants to feel SPECIAL,some special feeling that her friends can NEVER provide her with.. yadayada.. LOVE.again. i guess the moron doesnt know that there's love in friendship too.. oh well,then she prolly haven't heard of "chicks before dicks" and "bros before whores" [pronounced HO-S] :)
oh,on to the story..
she has the need [OR DESPERATION] to feel loved and treated specially [heck she isnt a queen or anything,to me at least.. maybe to her toyboy she would be? :)],so she needs that SPECIAL someone to do that. aww,touching. and how she "cant get any"
i think she kinda phrased it the wrong way,coz now it sounds like she "cant get any" in that," i cant get laid" way.. funny,that makes her sound so much more desperate..
oh and some crappy supposed-to-be-poem? is written about how her love was disappointing and all that nonsense. :/ didnt even rhyme,and too many boring repetitions and lousy english used.
so again,what was the point of that? i dont know either :(
BUT.. who am i to judge? im just a young 15 year old girl who has NEVER experienced love and has NUH-thing better to do with her life. :)
now i'm gonna go wallow in self pity about my dumb life :(
*hides in a corner of her dark room and sobs out loud*
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