I made another mistake
one-sided on my part
once again..
it's not been long..
but from the start i knew it could never happen
and although you never acknowledged my existence in school
i was fine with it.
it's obvious that no one would want to be associated to a loser like me.
well,at least you talked to me occasionally.
but not anymore.
and it'd be all gone once i take this final step.
our common interest will no longer be there.
and it'd rip us further apart.
why does this keep happening?
not only to him.. but to my other friends as well.
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YEAH! im finally back to update! HAPPY?! -_-"
lol.. dun keep ur hopes up.. im still busy and bored.
recently arh.. nth happen la.. still the same ol' boring stuff..
u noe.. like frenship problems,stress,moodiness..etc etc.. yar.
haven been comin online for 2 days,(come baq frm sch,den slp til nxt morn)
and ppl sms or call me i oso nv reply..
no wonder they angry.and by THEY,i mean JULIAN WU ZEHAN!
he's been smsing me for like the 2~3 days and i nv reply..
argh..nth serious la.. but again.. juz no mood.AND NOW! HE'S DAOING ME oso.
crap sia.. now i come online is no use.. like wasting time nia.
FINE~ dun use net for another few years.. zZz.
i'm wondering.. if i ever quitted maple,would i lose all respect and all my friends,real life and online?
i have a feeling tt yeah.. tt'd happen.
anyways, exams are coming,although i dun hav the mood to study,no mood to do other things either.. so i'm like rotting away here.
bored of maple.bored of pangya. bored of life.
inidsomeSPICEinmylife!
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